I never knew that it was possible to have a heart felt passion about something and not even realize it. But the mind can hold a pattern for a long time and then one day it seems to mysteriously open up. I have always been drawn to music but over time my identity has become intertwined with the songs that had come to represent my strongest feelings. It was this progression that finally lead me to realize that this was where my passions lived. After a mental block of the first 25 years of my life,